the start of my goodbye

by olive - dec 8, 2005

not ever will i think of you
before i go to sleep
wondering how’s your day been

not ever will I think of you
when I wake up
wondering if you’re also thinking of me

not ever will I reminisce the good times
we shared together, for they will be like that
memories of the past

not ever will I relieve the pain and the heartaches
for they will have to be forgotten

not ever will I go to places we had been
for it will create pangs of hurt I’m trying to forget

not ever will I do the things that we used to do
for it will just destroy me

not ever…
and after this…

not ever will I remember you
and the past.. and our bittersweet memories…
for I am moving on
and saying goodbye…