Saturday, March 15, 2008

from a distance...

i wanna get close to you but im too afraid to let you know. somehow, you reminded me of him. that someone i once used to know. and thats enough for me to be level headed and to retrack from everything.

i wanted to know you also, just at the same level or more if you would just allow me. but still, i will guard my heart even if it means that i'll be cold at some point. i want you to know though that it wasn't my intention. i just dont want to get hurt. nor to get you hurt. because someday, you might realized that the reason we got close was because of that someone you reminded me of...

you have a lot in you that he has not. it may just be a few weeks that i've known you, but you seem to care. and you seem to appreciate life and all those around you.

if there's just one thing i want now, its just to know you. that would be enough. no, i wont ask for anything else. thats not me. i want you to do things freely even if it would hurt me.. but for now, let me just admire you and know you... from a distance.