i never thought that i'll be happy with the way it turned out. its been 3 months already and i still feel bliss. all my efforts are worth it. my friends may or may not agree with me but the most important thing is i'm happy.
of course, there are days that i feel sad. even at the start of this relationship, i have my apprehensions. i even consulted with friends if what im doing is the right thing. kulang na lang, i conduct an online survey just so i would not commit mistakes and get hurt.
this is really a new experience for me. its been a long while since the last one. and admittedly, it brought a different kind of change in my life.. and im still looking forward to good days ahead. but one thing is sure though and i can openly say, err, write it here, i would definitely give another chance if this time i fail..
basta, im loving my curly hair.. kala mo kung ano na noh.. gotcha!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
at a random
petname: names given by friends or someone close to me... ibyang tops the list, as this was the name given by my late tiyo when i was still young. then, friends in college started calling me that also.
collections:olive oyl and popeye items: i have olive oyl and popeye dolls also sweat pea back at home. now, i have an olive shirt and wallet. i wanted to buy the bag too but its quite expensive. di bale, lapit na bday ko hehepurple items: there's no doubt that this is my fave color.. if i will buy something, i will check if there's a stuck in purple.. from bag to bed sheets to comb.. no need to detail it here, its quite a lot.
accessories: yeah, i am a bag lady too.. i have a lot of earrings, from beaded to chandeliar to pearls.
books:currently, i am into paulo coelho, the undead series and the dragon-guardian series.
shows:i am in tune every monday night for the desperate housewives. waiting for prison break and heroes season 2 dvds. awaiting for the grey's anatomy and lost.. what else? im a tv addict, i confessed.
on being online:i used to be online 24/7 but as most of you know, things have changed a lot and being online has no longer been the same since then.. so, now i get online whenever i got home but not always and even if i am, i am always away haha im just updating and charging my ipod on my laptop thats why.sites i frequent: most of the time GT and just checking my emails on yahoo or gmail. i go to my blog from time to time but not often, there's not much to write lately.
regrets: syempre, meron... but i brushed them off my mind.. it will just burden me and make my life miserable, things happen for a reason.. in all the things i've done, all the mistakes i've committed; i've learned something somehow. and thats what matters.
risks: i'm not a risk taker and im afraid to go out of my comfort zones. this is my inner circle and it will take so much for me to get out of here. dont prod me, you can never be too successful...
idea of a romantic date: walking along the beach with the sun shining down on us.. hayy
dreaded questions: single ka pa? or why are you still single? or when are you getting married? question that veers to the opposite sex i supposed..friends: i have a lot of friends but quite a few close friends.. yun nga lang we're all divided by waters, far from each other ba.. pero syempre, i try to connect with them as often as possible, yun nga lang with the distance and time difference minsan ang hirap... i have friends here too.. and they made my life here in sg bearable. syempre, sila ang kasama sa gimikan at tawanan.
bad trip: just like some GTs and forumers, bad trip ako sa pbb hehe nasisira ang araw ko pag nakikita ko ang mga moments ni brendy.. not bec naiinggit.. ang oa lang nila kase.. kaya please lang, sana ma-evict na sila. they are so lucky they were given a chance na ma-mention sa blog ko.. hayy...
random qstn of the day:why there are only 24 hrs in a day? there are days that it isn't enough. esp lately that i've been busy at work. when i get home, i only have a few hours to spare.. and i need to do so many things pa.. watch tv, bond with my housemates, sometimes cook dinner or do the laundry or iron my clothes and if i go online, i have to talk to my pamangkins/sis in law and friends and read my book pa.. by the time, sleeps come near me, umaga na.. hayy
important: syempre, family comes first... though we're separated by time and distance, it doesnt matter as long as we're all ok. love you mommy, daddy! and im looking forward to seeing you here. syempre, same goes with my siblings.. im so excited to see you all this year.
sacrifices: ay madame, in the name of love.. for my family. though, im also doing this for myself, iba nga naman ang nagagawa if i'll be earning more. saka it has been my dream talaga to work abroad at magpa-alila sa mga dayuhan haha
on the other side of love, syempre meron din.. though im not sure if it can be called as such. lets just say that there are things i did because of love pero as i've said earlier, i dont have any regrets. when you're in love, you do things foolishly haha
on why i have a blog: actually, i have blogs. before i created a blogger acct, i have msn space.. but there's not much security there i guess. besides, now im living a double life.. i dont want my friends to know what im writing. ok lang ang strangers, they dont know me naman. going back, i've created this as an outlet of all my thoughts.. otherwise, i might explode from too much emotions. as you can read, the first items on my blog were all abt heartaches.. eh tingin ko nagsawa na mga friendships listening to my complains, kaya sinulat ko na lang.
i know i know.. im not a good writer. but there's no harm in trying.. wala naman siguro magrereklamo at hindi naman 'to presinto hehe
collections:olive oyl and popeye items: i have olive oyl and popeye dolls also sweat pea back at home. now, i have an olive shirt and wallet. i wanted to buy the bag too but its quite expensive. di bale, lapit na bday ko hehepurple items: there's no doubt that this is my fave color.. if i will buy something, i will check if there's a stuck in purple.. from bag to bed sheets to comb.. no need to detail it here, its quite a lot.
accessories: yeah, i am a bag lady too.. i have a lot of earrings, from beaded to chandeliar to pearls.
books:currently, i am into paulo coelho, the undead series and the dragon-guardian series.
shows:i am in tune every monday night for the desperate housewives. waiting for prison break and heroes season 2 dvds. awaiting for the grey's anatomy and lost.. what else? im a tv addict, i confessed.
on being online:i used to be online 24/7 but as most of you know, things have changed a lot and being online has no longer been the same since then.. so, now i get online whenever i got home but not always and even if i am, i am always away haha im just updating and charging my ipod on my laptop thats why.sites i frequent: most of the time GT and just checking my emails on yahoo or gmail. i go to my blog from time to time but not often, there's not much to write lately.
regrets: syempre, meron... but i brushed them off my mind.. it will just burden me and make my life miserable, things happen for a reason.. in all the things i've done, all the mistakes i've committed; i've learned something somehow. and thats what matters.
risks: i'm not a risk taker and im afraid to go out of my comfort zones. this is my inner circle and it will take so much for me to get out of here. dont prod me, you can never be too successful...
idea of a romantic date: walking along the beach with the sun shining down on us.. hayy
dreaded questions: single ka pa? or why are you still single? or when are you getting married? question that veers to the opposite sex i supposed..friends: i have a lot of friends but quite a few close friends.. yun nga lang we're all divided by waters, far from each other ba.. pero syempre, i try to connect with them as often as possible, yun nga lang with the distance and time difference minsan ang hirap... i have friends here too.. and they made my life here in sg bearable. syempre, sila ang kasama sa gimikan at tawanan.
bad trip: just like some GTs and forumers, bad trip ako sa pbb hehe nasisira ang araw ko pag nakikita ko ang mga moments ni brendy.. not bec naiinggit.. ang oa lang nila kase.. kaya please lang, sana ma-evict na sila. they are so lucky they were given a chance na ma-mention sa blog ko.. hayy...
random qstn of the day:why there are only 24 hrs in a day? there are days that it isn't enough. esp lately that i've been busy at work. when i get home, i only have a few hours to spare.. and i need to do so many things pa.. watch tv, bond with my housemates, sometimes cook dinner or do the laundry or iron my clothes and if i go online, i have to talk to my pamangkins/sis in law and friends and read my book pa.. by the time, sleeps come near me, umaga na.. hayy
important: syempre, family comes first... though we're separated by time and distance, it doesnt matter as long as we're all ok. love you mommy, daddy! and im looking forward to seeing you here. syempre, same goes with my siblings.. im so excited to see you all this year.
sacrifices: ay madame, in the name of love.. for my family. though, im also doing this for myself, iba nga naman ang nagagawa if i'll be earning more. saka it has been my dream talaga to work abroad at magpa-alila sa mga dayuhan haha
on the other side of love, syempre meron din.. though im not sure if it can be called as such. lets just say that there are things i did because of love pero as i've said earlier, i dont have any regrets. when you're in love, you do things foolishly haha
on why i have a blog: actually, i have blogs. before i created a blogger acct, i have msn space.. but there's not much security there i guess. besides, now im living a double life.. i dont want my friends to know what im writing. ok lang ang strangers, they dont know me naman. going back, i've created this as an outlet of all my thoughts.. otherwise, i might explode from too much emotions. as you can read, the first items on my blog were all abt heartaches.. eh tingin ko nagsawa na mga friendships listening to my complains, kaya sinulat ko na lang.
i know i know.. im not a good writer. but there's no harm in trying.. wala naman siguro magrereklamo at hindi naman 'to presinto hehe
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