mahal na nga ba kita?

i cant remember why you happened to ask me that question, what we were talking at the time. no, let me phrase it.. you asked 'do you love me?' i knew you were in a playful mood yesterday. we were dancing around in circles for as long as i can remember, i dont want to use flirting. its kind of bringing a negative term to me. i just enjoyed talking with you, me a feisty one. but you caught me off guard with that question, you made me uncomfortable.

well, of course, you didnt know that. i never said a thing. i just kept quiet. but that question made me ponder. love is such a profound word and i dont know if im even capable of feeling or giving it. of course, i want to. for a long time, i've been waiting for that moment to happen. but probably not with you. my life is melodramatic enough without you in it, i dont think my vulnerable heart could afford to take off its shield for you.

i just hope that not saying anything would let you know how i truly feel. i do like you, what isn't about you that's not likeable. but love? no, i dont know you enough to love you. for all i know, that's just one of your silly games again :(