him...

waah!

i like, i like!

haha am i crazy or what?

ok, just dont mind this blog posting..

my mind is just spinning, i feel intoxicated even though i haven't drink any alcohol for quite a long time now. i could only wish that its as simple as abc or 123.. but the thing is, i am never good at anything.. not even this!

at this age, im so naive when it comes to stuffs like this. i had fafa blue from a distance for a long time. before him, there was tictac, medge, jay.. the list could go on, i had them but the thing is, they never know :P this time around, i dont want him to know either. i dont even want to know what is it that i feel, i just had to ignore him. he should not know nor feel anything or it could put us on an awkward situation.

there is nothing to not like about him. i find him cute in a different way. he's not good looking, not even gorgeous. and he definitely looks like super ex and if i didnt stop myself, i would definitely, eventually, going to like him and i know that i should not!

so, this is the only and last post that i am going to write about him. no name drop, no hint, nothing at all. there, im done!