i've never been the type of employee who ask a lot of questions. even way back, i'd prefer to be on the sideline and listen. well, i may be an outspoken person when it comes to my life but professionally i am not. not because there is nothing to talk about. heck! you just dont know how questions keep flooding my mind but i guess one of the reason is i dont want to ask stupid questions. its always like that.. and then sooner or later, i'll just realize that the answer is just right there in front of me. and yes, im not that confident enough. another thing is, i want to explore it on my own. esp if its a project related question, i can ask my teammates, y not? but i want to try if i can find the answers for my questions on my own. when i've exhausted all resources and suffered a terrible headache from thinking too hard, then i'll probably ask questions. not healthy noh?
a few weeks ago, i've started working on a new project (and lets not forget: new company, new teammates, new environment, new everything!) as usual, i dared not ask questions. whenever they asked me how am i going on, my reply is always "its a challenge for me". which is 100% true. this is totally different from my previous jobS. this was like msgp, we create the test scripts based from the frd. this was like ct, brds are not complete. with my previous jobs, its all about numbers. here, its all about informations. and i actually told a friend, my mind will bleed from thinking and imagining conditions!
this morning, i got to chat with one of my teammates. and we talked about how this is so difficult and how she and my other teammate find it hard to cope up since this is a big project. finally. i realized.. its not just me having problems but them as well. so i told her, if you feel lost where should i be?
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