on future and dieting

its been a while since i last visited this blog.. i know, i know.. i promise to write more frequently but.. i guess, words are hard to find these days. i've been busy with work, at house, with friends. seems that 24 hours in a day are not enough for me. esp now that i've been reporting early in the office. well, im going home early i know but it doesnt count c")

anyway, what's new? there's not much.. except that i have been thinking of my health and my future lately. the future seems bleak and i still dont know where im going and i would probably say that i'll go where the wind blows if someone ask me but i do have a plan. and im working on it. actually, i have lots of plan thats why i said that it seems bleak. i have a few options but im working on one. if it doesnt suit me, there's still plan b. i might be working on plan b while waiting for plan a, who knows? its the future so no one knows.. unless you're a psychic..

as for my health, i have never been health conscious before. but now i watch what i eat. and again, i know that my friends want to strangle me whenever i say that i dont wanna eat, i cant help it. but im not on a diet, i still eat like a pig sometimes..

and i dont have anorexia, ok? no need to panic. sometimes, it gets to me too that i could have the symptoms. but i dont have because if i do, i wont be writing here abt it and probably be throwing up the brownies and chix skin i had today. im not thin either, i also have fats here and there too it just doesnt show that much (i wished!). but no, dont tell me that im anorexic and no, dont tell me that im fat. because i am neither. so, next time you see me running on the stadium and eating in moderation im just trying to be fit.