di pwede...

hayy.. after so long na ayaw ako kausapin ni ram. nakausap ko sya kagabi. akala ko westernized na ang batang 'to at somehow distance kept us apart. nagkamali ako. at na-miss ko sya bigla.. buti na lang at winter break sa kanila. at nasa mood makipag-usap.

our conversation went like this:

ram: uhmm.. hmm

tita: anong ginagawa mo? baket ayaw mo sumagot?

ram: kumakain ako...

tita: anong kinakain mo?

ram: pancit canton

tita: penge naman..

ram: eh si tita... wala ka naman dito, nasa singapore ka.

tita: pag andyan ako, bibigyan mo ko?

ram: punta ka na dito. kelan ka ba pupunta? sa bday ko, 7 na ko.

tita: saka na lang. uuwi pa ko sa unoy.

ram: baket ka uuwi sa unoy?

tita: titingnan ko muna si daddy and mommy. di ko na sila nakikita, miss ko na sila.

ram: eh di mag-chat na lang kyo..

tita: hindi naman marunong mag-chat si mommy eh. naka-chat mo na ba sya?

ram: hindi pa. si tito yhek lang.

tita: uuwi muna ko sa unoy saka nasa philippines din si tita emie. magkikita kame magpapadala ko ng package para sa inyo. ano ba gusto mo? mag-sm si tita.

ram: ano yung sm?

tita: eh di ung mall na pinupuntahan nyo ni mami.

ram: mall? hindi naman kame nag-mall ni mami.

tita: nag-mall kayo. dyan din kayo punta ni beye nung nasa cubao pa tayo nakatira.

ram: hindi ka naman nakatira sa cubao eh

tita: tumira ko sa cubao

ram: hindi. ako, si mama, papa and rev alng ang tumira sa cubao.

tita: ako din tanong mo si mama.

ram: mama, mama.. tumira ba sa cubao si tita?

mama: (hindi ata naintindihan ang tanong)... nasa singapore si tita mo.

ram: hindi daw sabi ni mama.

tita: tumira nga ako dun.

ram: eh san ang room mo?

tita: yung maliit na room. kyo nila papa sa sala, natutulog eh.

==== change topic naman..

tita: may girlfriend ka na noh..

ram: shhessh!

tita: anong shhessh?r

am: quiet ka! wala akong girlfriend..

tita: ilan na ang girlfriend mo? sino ang meron? si rev meron na?

ram: wala din si rev..

tita: ahh ako din walang boyfriend.

ram: sumbong kita kay mama... mama, mama.. si tita daw walang boyfriend!

tita: (bakit ako sinumbong? wala nga akong boyfriend) baket? eh wala nga akong boyfriend..

ram: hindi ka pedeng mag boyfriend!!

!tita: baket?!

ram: kase tita ka lang! kaya di ka pedeng mag boyfriend..

tita: hah?! pede akong mag boyfriend..

ram: hindi hindi hindi tita ka lang...

tita: pwede.. pwede!

ram: bahala ka nga! mama, eto nga. kausapin mo. ang gulo kausap!

haha na-miss ko nga pamangkin ko. natandaan ko pa more or less takbo ng usap namin kagabi.

on future and dieting

its been a while since i last visited this blog.. i know, i know.. i promise to write more frequently but.. i guess, words are hard to find these days. i've been busy with work, at house, with friends. seems that 24 hours in a day are not enough for me. esp now that i've been reporting early in the office. well, im going home early i know but it doesnt count c")

anyway, what's new? there's not much.. except that i have been thinking of my health and my future lately. the future seems bleak and i still dont know where im going and i would probably say that i'll go where the wind blows if someone ask me but i do have a plan. and im working on it. actually, i have lots of plan thats why i said that it seems bleak. i have a few options but im working on one. if it doesnt suit me, there's still plan b. i might be working on plan b while waiting for plan a, who knows? its the future so no one knows.. unless you're a psychic..

as for my health, i have never been health conscious before. but now i watch what i eat. and again, i know that my friends want to strangle me whenever i say that i dont wanna eat, i cant help it. but im not on a diet, i still eat like a pig sometimes..

and i dont have anorexia, ok? no need to panic. sometimes, it gets to me too that i could have the symptoms. but i dont have because if i do, i wont be writing here abt it and probably be throwing up the brownies and chix skin i had today. im not thin either, i also have fats here and there too it just doesnt show that much (i wished!). but no, dont tell me that im anorexic and no, dont tell me that im fat. because i am neither. so, next time you see me running on the stadium and eating in moderation im just trying to be fit.