summer solstice

today is the looongest day.. at 1159pm, the sun will stand still at its highest peak and tomorrow, summer will officially start.

today is the looongest day.. i got to chat with 'u-know-who' for the longest time ever. we talked about some personal things like im older than he is and he could not believe it. that he already has a girlfriend that i can be his girl friend.. that i had a boyfriend and he was such an a**hole and that there would be loads of guys who would jump at takin me out but where are these guys??? that i should go out tonight and he's going out.. but what about the girlfriend? what am i now?

i feel stupid, really.. esp when he asked me how did i know that he has a girlfriend. i was caught but of course i just asked him if its HAD or have? the way he said it.. i HAD.. but knowing them, i would say, that its just an honest mistake, its supposed to be 'have'. i didnt ask anymore, i dont want him to think that im prying and he's not saying anything about it.. i dont want to think that he's testing the waters just like what my friend said. i still want to think that he's being friendly. i would like him better that way hehe